Complicated feelings

The feeling now is indescribable. Happy yet nervous. Don't know he will be happy to see me again or not. I know, everyone is trying to tell me, "of course he will be happy la". But, my mind just can't stop thinking about it. Heart beating damn fast, like seriously. Freaking nervous. wth la.

Wanted to do a mask to make the time pass faster, but felt lazy. Forget it.
Listening songs. Specifically are all Jay Chou's songs. Those slow slow one, can "lam sei" people wan. Damn emo like that.

12.10a.m. already. The cab will arrive at 3.30a.m. to pick me up. My first time taking flight alone. Scared yet wanna see how am I gonna feeling unwell alone. wtf.

Po Po, I hope you are watching me from above. I'm on my way back to see you now. =)