Jan 31, 2009
it's sad to leave and me going there. talked with Wenni, and i'll miss her a lot. i wonder why didn't i know her earlier. maybe we can be some sort of BBBF. Haha
it's the last day already and not intended to meet everyone once again. i think i will cry if i do it.
just came back with him from a movie - Brides War. it's a funny show and kinda let me know that, having one BBF is enough. :)
this morning, my dad checked out my palm lines again. this time, it's marriage line. however, mine ends with a split end, which indicates that there's a major disagreement between husband and wife or two of them will be at different countries for a very long time. WOW.
recently, been listening to this song - Long distance by Janice. okay, it's really a sad song. leaving people i love to pursue something i want. now, it's not what i wanted it to be. :'(
he supported me and hold his tears to make me feel better. keep telling himself, study aboard is not bad and nothing to be sad of. i was selfish enough to made this decision.
i know, this sadness will last for a little while. i'll try my very best to maintain our relationship in the best shape it can be. i know, he'll too. :)
i can never find a good guy like him. he's just too perfect for me and will be my forever-other-half. sound so naif. but, it will be. :)
continue packing again. no student allowance for excess weight la. RM20 per kg for excess weight.
Jan 30, 2009
舍不得你
while i was busying packing my stuffs, i was thinking of him. thinking of our life, separately. i'm not sure i can do this, so not.
seeing the letters that he wrote to me, i think e-mail will be the only way to express our loneliness to each other. i told my parents, he is different. we can totally make it till the day, we are together as one. but now, i'm not so convinced.
although after 3 months, i'll be back again. but, i'm already missing him so much now. and i'll be back to Perth again.
he'll be back tomorrow, estimated time at 12p.m. time can pass real fast and real slow, sometimes.
ok, continue packing stuffs and eliminating stuffs. it's over weight now! god~!
Jan 25, 2009
updates. CNY!
case 1: right after few days i got into an car accident, my car tire flat at somewhere near Kajang Police Station. and so coincidentally, i forgot to bring my phone out. i walked across the busy-cars-road. called Wayne with public phone. oh, my rescuer is on the way. LOL
case 2: i bought my Compaq laptop at Lowyat Plaza. testing time, it was ok. got sound, picture, everything was alright. till we reach his house, no sound from the laptop. i was thinking, "i black till this level meh."
now, everything is alright. i just can't imagine what else can happen to me. :(
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24/1/09. it was my dad's birthday. went to Hulu Klang again for the celebration. also kinda a farewell dinner with my families. it's our usual spot.
Wayne and I made Longan Jellies as a present to my dad. it was pretty easy but we need to speed with time. :)
my dad is 61 years old already! so old. when i was 11 years old, he was 51. Duh.
and, dad gave me a big kiss. LOL
if not, it takes hours to successfully upload it here. HaHa
25/1/09. it was the reunion dinner night. we had a great night with nice food and gambling. HaHahAha. it was so fun and cam-whored with people around. :P
on second night of cny, we went out for dinner again.
Jan 18, 2009
it ended great! =)
the briefing guy said, no need to pack so many winter cloths as M'sia's ones are not as good as those selling in Perth. it sells reasonable price there and latest fashion available. it could drop to -3C and ours can't keep us warm. LOL
some pictures of the farewell party. thanks all of you guys that came and hopefully you guys had fun and didn't get bored of it. especially, people's BFs.
the guys and I. :)
my closest friends in college. :)
the right one is not taken yet. :)
#2 couple, Eva & Sean.
#3 couple, Teing & Bernard.
#4 couple, Nicole & Bird. ;)
edited: i know some of the picture's quality are sucks. 将就一下啦! :)
i missed out Siok Wah and her OMG. and someone else too. sorry. :)
it's so bad that Wayne and I don't have a PROPER and NICE picture together on that night. :(
hwey, help us to take a nice one at the airport on the morning we leaving, can? Haha
ok, come to think of it. i think it couldn't be a nice one. :(
Jan 16, 2009
accident happened, again.
when i was at the pay tol, just a few more km to reach my house, there's this car came from no where, stopped right in front of me and i stepped my brake all the way down.
it couldn't stop. so it banged that blardy VIOS. this chinese lady, claimed that she's just back from Australia, told my maid that she didn't know what had just happened. she does have a MALAYSIA IC. it's very hard for me to believe that she doesn't know anything.
we parked aside. i called my mom and she called her so-many-friends. no one came, and finally one man came but i think she doesn't really know him. LOL
i didn't panic. just calmed down and mom talked with her. wasted our time there for an hour. write this, write that. talk this, talk that. finally.
okay. conclusion is, after i brought my car for price quotation of the damages which quoted RM1,000. the lady doesn't wanna pay at all. so we decided to lodge a police report.
the driver side dented. i can't even open my door. it was a strong impact to my car, i think. luckily my car's air bag didn't buzz out. LOL
it wasnt' really frustrating moments, seems ok. maybe it's due to my dad is at overseas now. he's not here to nag me YET. However, the only thing that make me felt comfort was when i get home and saw my cats around me.
they are so cute and it seems that Molly listened to me when i was cursing that lady. LOL. oh, he blinked his eyes. HahaHaha
they are just my cure for everything. i wish i could bring them over to Perth with me. :(
things are finally settled. she's the careless one, and i'm right! so, she paid for the compound and paying for my car damages. so called, she said wanted the law to decide whose wrong and right, after she was committed. BoooOoo!
anyway, thanks god it's settled and i won't get nag by my dad when he's back.
EDITED:
i almost forgot tomorrow is the night. so many people reminded me after the accident. LOL
don't have the mood already. =(
Jan 14, 2009
commitments
i don't know what my parents has. i just know that, i'm not happy living in this family.
some people, might wanna live in a big house. but, i only wanna live happily no matter is with who and where. sometimes, people just don't get the point.
ordinary people gets what they want. i just want to be like them.
i'm so in a mood to cry and hitting people's chest now. ='(
Jan 11, 2009
happiness
with a flower on the top. =)
guess what's the use of it. i just love the funny face it has. HahaHaha
that was a very simple one at my house. i didn't want to buy a big cake and store it into the fridge. and, wait for everyone to finish it. =P
we were in a rush to my sister's house; the spoiler of the day, because we have to send them to airport. it took us 2 hours, through and flow. wasted our precious time. HahaHaha
we watched YES MAN! funny shit. say yes to everything, even you don't feel like saying it.
it was a little hot that night. LOL
Jan 8, 2009
Happy Birthday, 老公
basically, we drove all around the island to look for tourism spots. it was fun and amazed to see different kind of animals.
but it's alone. so lonely.
this is the brother of the Bujang.
he's a very shy crocodile; not as aggressive as Bujang, according to the board.
maybe it's due to the look it has.
Underwater World
and all of them looked at Penguin A. HahaHaha
forgot what this called. long, dangerous thingy. LOL
Picture of that day:
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i wish you will live happily, even without me with you.
i wish, all of your wishes come true.
i remember how happy were you.
i hope, the days that are awaiting us will be the same too. =)