Feb 24, 2010

♥ It's never too late. ♥

The day I've been waiting for, has finally come - the day when class starts. Back to Uni life! Yay! I think study life is for a loser like me. I mean, furthering studies after degree. Like I'm afraid to get a job or something. But actually the reason behind all this is him. I guess, I have no regrets.

Although I'm alone here, without seeing him everyday, as not planned. I'm still living my life as happily as possible. I have no more emotional moments. Unlike the day he left to Hobart. I cried like hell.

Honestly, when the plan changed, I was very upset. I had to accept the fact that, I'm living by myself again. It's like, someone just took something that you wanted the most, from you. My heart ached, the brain automatically popped out lots of scene, tears flowed. It's that serious. Everything that I dreamed most of the time, turned out, it's not going to come true. Maybe in another year time. You can imagine the feeling yourself.

Anyway, he comforted me by accompanying me over and settled everything for me before he leave me again. It was a touching move, because I happened to know that he fought for the chance. His Mom didn't allowed him to come at first, however he got his chance with his way. So, I really appreciated the days when he was here with me. Cherished every moment we were together.

But the day still comes. He still had to leave and I had to send him off, with courage. At first, I thought of sending him off at Auchenflower only. Changed my mind on the night before, decided to follow him to airport. I just don't feel like leaving him.

My Mom has been quite caring. MSN with me, telling me she missed me and how sad she is that she couldn't see me around. Dad telling me to study hard and live well. HAhAHaHAhA. Oh, and my dad joined FB! My sister helped him to create an account when he asked her how to log in. -.- Even my uncle in Melbourne play FB too now. So random.

It has been 2 weeks. I'm kinda liking this place, especially when the weather is cool. Today was cloudy, but didn't rain a drop. So great. Really love this kind of weather. But, this kinda weather condition don't stay long. Sometimes, the air is hot. Really hot. Everything in the room was hot.

Anyway, for now, I'm just gonna study hard and live well until he comes next year. Pray really hard that he could transfer to QUT next year. I'm looking forward for that day. =)

Oh, and PR regulations has changed. Now, students who wish to stay after completed their studies, can apply Temporary Residency (TR) to stay for 18 months in Aussie and look for employers who willing to sponsor them and apply Permanent Residency (PR) after that. It's quite a good news for me. I can at least stay after I've done my Master, instead of rushing to secure a job before I completed it. However, I still have relatives in Aussie to sponsor me, IF I really couldn't find a job within that period. But I hope I could get to stay with my own effort. =)

For now, stay HAPPY! ♥ ♥ ♥ We can do it, You and I. =)

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kenwooi said...

absence makes the heart fonder =)

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Deng, the very eveel genius said...

He's planning to transfer to QUT? Then why go to hobart in the first place ah?

_VeL_ said...

Because QUT offer's wasn't good enough compared to Hobart. And, most importantly, the fees in Tasmania are cheaper by AUD$4000 per sem.

If he could transfer to QUT after a year in Hobart, his mother still could afford it. So no choice lo.

Deng, the very eveel genius said...

WAh. 4000 is a lot of money!!! Shit.

But at least he'll still be going over. Soon. Very soon. =)

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