the feel is just not there anymore

a relationship can ends in just one second, with a sentence: "i have no feel for you anymore".

i wonder how's the girl feeling right now. probably it's a good thing that he realized it earlier, instead of being together for a longer period that you can imagine of. that could be more hurtful.

we are going to celebrate our 5th year anniversary earlier, i think. because by that time, i'm not here already. and also Valentine's Day. that's sad. =(

yesterday, i "forced" him to promised me to write me an email everyday when i get to Perth. HahaHaha
i don't think he will write me one if i didn't ask him to do so.
i just wanna let myself to have something to look forward everyday and keep each other updated. not just MSN can tells everything.

i know he doesn't tell me everything, not everything. sometimes, i wish to become one of his worms in his stomach. at least, i will know what is he thinking out of the blue. i need him to tells me everything through his mouth, but he thinks that i know it even he doesn't tells.
ya la, obviously i need his mouth to be as sweet as honey sometimes.
but, he just can't be a romantic person as i wish to sometimes.

maybe he can still lives the same here without me, because he never tells me he can't.
maybe he will not miss me as much as i do, because he never tells me he will.
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twins are coming back tomorrow. time flies so fast.
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some of Molly and Cutie pictures.

Cutie never change. still this small and cute.
i wonder will she grows any bigger.

his stunt. =)

his manja pose. =D

his sleeping-with-legs-open pose. =D

basically, Molly has more poses to capture. not that i pilih kasih him only. LOL