Mar 24, 2011

只有你看的懂.

现在, 在我脑里有很多想法. 我想只能用华语来表达.

我觉得很孤独. 找不到一个可以谈心事的朋友. 如果以前, 我还可以打给你们, 找你们出来吹水. 可是, 在这里真的找不到和我谈得来的朋友, 更加找不到地方坐下来吹水. 真的很灰咯. 有时候我真的很想不顾一切, 搭飞机回去. 就算是一天罢了. 但是我不是那种花爸爸钱后, 可以装作一件很普通的事的女儿. 所以, 我只能一直呆在这里, 直到我有能力可以自己买飞机票回去为止.

讲到朋友, 为什么在这里认识的人都怪怪的? 是因为这里东西太贵了吗? 她们都很像很省. 我好想你们哦. :(

Anyway.. 讲到在这里, 真的太无聊了. 我们最大的乐趣就是去supermarket 买我们喜欢吃的东西. 雪糕, 糖果, pasta, 草莓, 水果. 真的令我们最开心的时候了. 这里没有大大的百货公司, 想走到脚软为止都不可以. -_-

我很久都没有买东西了. Online 的很多. 可是讲到一间一间的店, 真的很久没走了. 可能很不习惯这里很静的City吧. 我很喜欢在Brisbane 一个人放学后走街的时候. 一定会买一两件衣服的.

我很怕冷. 但是我比较喜欢冷天. 有他的抱抱, 厚厚的衣服. 只是我真的很怕一点冷的人. 就算外面有20c, 家里还是超冷的. 空气里有很多冷细胞. HAHA. 有时我一个人在家, 我觉得家好空虚. 以前在Kajang家 也一样空虚, 可是还有Aunty和Bridget 跟我谈天. 现在我也时不时打电话回家给她们. 多过打给我爸妈. 可能是亲切感吧.

至于我和他, 我只能说我们还是很甜蜜. 他对我很好, 有时候很淘气, 有时候很
耍赖, 有时候很体贴, 有时候很man, 有时候很惊吓. HAHAHA. 我时不时会耍别扭, 他也会时不时哄我. 这是一对在一起7年情侣的正常生活吗? 他不像我当初认识的那位男孩. 为了我, 他一点一点的改变自己, 让我们的生活更加多姿多彩. 我就是喜欢他这一点. =) 他知道我闷, 他就会带我出去走走, 就算没有地方走, 他也会想尽办法带我可以走的地方, 买我最喜欢吃的寿司, BubbleTea. <3

他也有投诉的. 我太久没煮饭, 有时候真的不知道煮什么. 当我要煮的时候, 我连sauce都放错了. 当他做工回来后, 他还要煮给我吃. 因为大多数的晚餐, 我都没吃,等他回来. 可能因为这样, 所以我瘦了. HAHA. 我也太没有做女朋友应有的态度吧. XD

就讲到这里了. 要去Uni做assignment. 这间屋子太冷, 太静了.

Mar 13, 2011

Updates.

Updates again.

life's so far so good. Still working around 20 hours a week and studying at the same time. Feeling pretty content. =)

It's already March. Time really flies. Two more months, I'll graduate from Master! But also, time to feel miserable and work really really really hard to get an employer to sponsor me a job. God, please please please please bless me. I know things will not get easy, but please don't make my life harder.

Been watching videos and seeing pictures of Japan's earthquake. It's really heartbreaking and I really felt hopeless for our earth. What can we do to save ourselves? When the disaster has to come, we can do nothing but to fear. I'm lucky that my halve is here with me. But seriously, I miss my family a lot. I really hope we can all be together when we face death. I'm really scared. What if this is the end? Shall I work hard for our future? Shall I still have hope for things?

If disaster really happens, I just want you all to know, I love you. I always text my parents that I love them and miss them a lot. On one hand, I really want to be by their side and be their good girl. But on the other hand, I have to fight for my future and be with the one who I have fate with. I always feel he's more important than my family because he been through a lot with me. Not that my parents don't care about me, but they weren't there for me when I need them the most, most of the time. So yeah lor. Very dilemma.

Anyway... Things are not too bad for now. I'll be back when I can. Wait for me!

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